I want to be the one who...

...can dance without being drunk.

Ice Age, Good Shoes.

I'm unsure today.

I think about things, what i want to do, what i WOULD do if i was confident, what i would be able to do if i was confident.

I'm often jealous of those people who are loud and make themselves seen. they get what they want, get with who they want etc.

While i sit there, not UNCONFIDENT as such, but like... quietish. i don't make a big thing of being there, i don't make myself known. Which is why nobody really listens to me. I don't get a say. I enjoy being there, its fun, but i NEVER get to be the centre of attention.

It's nobody's fault. I'm just not the right sorta person. But it means i don't get the credit, i don't get the girls, whatever.

I open up to some people. but the people who dont quite know me, they know me but they dont KNOW ME, they dont see the real me.

If only everybody saw the ME me. not just me.

Man i make so much sense.

But for once my opening lyric fits.

I don't want to end up in a position where i have to have a drink for me to be interesting. people think that about certain people i know, and i think its not good.

I need to properly open up, let ME free. I want to be the life and soul without making any effort, or just being plain drunk. I can do it, i just dont. But i wanna change that.

I want to be the one who can dance without being drunk.

Ice Age, Good Shoes.