Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Owwwww.

this title better not become a regular occurrence :S
It's weird how someone else being upset or in a bad mood can immediately make you feel the same.
When someone you love feels like shit, and you havent a clue how to try and make them feel better, what do you do? I'm crap at it, i try my hardest but to no avail. sorry.
Everybody has those times where your head spins round and round and you worry about everything and nothing makes sense and everything seems wrong. I have been through it too many times, and i hate it. but i hate it more seeing someone else go through it. because it happens to me so much i've learnt to ignore it and move on, but i cant try and tell that to other people cos everybody is different and my way of dealing with it could be miles different to everyone else.
For once in my life its not me worrying. I usually worry about work, friends, love, how people see me, how i act, rowing, rugby, everything. Right now i have got to the point where i dont want to worry because it will spoil my good mood. I have everything i could want, i dont want to lose it now.
Don't wake me up, i don't want this dream to end.
Lostprophets speak the words of genius there.

If everything explodes in my face, i'll look back to now and remember the best time of my life. but i dont want memories, i want reality.
Love you, more than anything.
x

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