I havent been here in AGES-i lost my email address and password, just took a wild guess today and got them both right at last :D
OK Before i go on to talk about whatever i want, first i take a look at what is playing right now on my iTunes.........
'Who Wants to Live Forever?' by Queen. What an epic song. It's kinda sad though when you realise that Freddy Mercury wrote this when he was at death's door-look at him in the video and he was barely a skeleton of his former self. AIDS is such a cruel thing, and the world lost one of its greatest men when Freddy died.
But this is making me sound depressed, and actually I'm quite the opposite right now. In fact the next song that has just appeared is a bit more relevant-'And you're rushing headlong, you got a new goal, you're rushing headlong out of control'. Yes i know, i'm listening to Queen Greatest Hits and wondering quite why i don't listen to it more often. Headlong seems to reference my new rush of energy, my optimism and my downright happiness right now. Wondering why so happy? Let me explain a bit (but you can fill in the names yourself).
OK so New Year's Eve/Day i'm thinking what could possibly happen today? And then Midnight arrives and i get my bit of fun, followed by an extremely tense and awkward moment, inconveniently corresponding with what seemed to be the world's largest stomach ache. The year had definitely started with surprise, but not in a good way it seemed.
I spent the rest of the night/day very confused as to what was happening... i mean, talk about mixed messages! I finished the new year time no more knowledgeable, altho slightly warmer courtesy of a rather long and unexpected hug/being used as a pillow (which was nice but didnt half add to my confusion :S).
After that i wasn't sure what to do. I was in the position where i hadnt a clue if someone liked me or not, nor did i know what to do about it. Advice flew my way from every direction, but eventually i settled on inviting her round for what is affectionately known as a 'Thursday Rave' (long story, but they are usually the highlight of the week).
No need to go through details of said thursday rave (seriously it has nothing to do with actual raves im not a badman), but at the end of the day I had a clear mind, a smile on my face and a beautiful new girlfriend :)
Since then the smile has barely faded. Yes i got a bit paranoid, but thats just me. Never realised i would be this happy. In fact i wasnt planning on writing this but it just came up in a thought rather spontaneously.
OK so here is a little description of somebody i know.
She is sooooooo pretty (dont let ANYONE tell you any different, theyre just jealous).
She makes me laugh too much and i end up doing my stupidly huge grin which i reserve for a few special people (if you see my special grin you are defo one of my bezzies :P)
She is nicer than a nice girl from niceland. gah nice is a crap word. Right, shes amazing instead of nice. Amazinger than an amazing girl from amazingland.
She gives the best hugs when your in need of a hug or just when you feel like one for the sake of it :)
Unlike some people, she listens to me as another normal person, not just some inferior nerd or weirdo.
Yes, i know you say love is a strong word, and i know it hasnt been very long, but i dnt rly care. I love her.
Apparently I'm besotted
And apparently she's urban.
i think i know which of those is the more true,
and it doesnt involve her waving her arms round trying to look like a gangsta.
OK so that was a little unexpected. Thats what i love about this blogging, it's so instant, so off the tip of your tongue. You can speak your mind, let your thoughts flow onto the page, throw everything into the open.
I'm coming to the end of the path of words that's been flowing through my head, and in parallel time with this, Queen Greatest Hits has just reached it's pinnacle and climax:
'GIMME GIMME GIMME FRIED CHICKEN.'
The words of a genius.
Ciao.
