Things are changing. Im talking to people i haven't spoken to in ages, and it's good :)
I'm rowing constantly, a good thing really, it makes me tired but it's something to do, and i'm rowing with some pretty cool people.
You may ask me, do i miss her? (or you may not lol). Well maybe i do, but things change. I can't go back there, not a chance. It was the happiest time of my life, and i guess i'm lucky it came to such an easy end in comparison to other relationships. I think people expect us to get back together, but we won't. That's just life, and i can deal with that. It can stay in my mind forever as happy memories of my past, but it's moving on time.
I guess i've changed myself. I'm quieter, i think more, hopefully i'm a little bit wiser about the world than i was before. I think i've grown up in some ways, but there's still a LONG way to go till im no longer a kid inside. I plan to make the most of being young, so this can only be a good thing :)
I don't know where this thought process is taking me right now, so i think i'll just leave you to re-read the jumble that i just wrote and think it through for yourself. I'll be right here, sitting with a feeling of tired but contentness, and a smile on my face. Things may have changed, but that doesn't mean i can't carry on with my life in the way that i want to.
:)
My lyrics today don't have any connection to what i wrote, but if you wanna make some connections yourself feel free to do so.
'I missed the last bus, I'll take the next train, i try but you see it's hard to explain. I say the right things but act the wrong way,i like where i am but i cannot stay. I watch the TV, forget what im told, and i am too young and they are too old, the joke is on you, this bliss is a zoo (?), you're right its true...'
Hard To Explain, The Strokes
(The observant among you may note that i'm into the strokes right now :)
